I have been thinking about relationships a bit over the last while, and today I had a chat with a friend of mine Eoghan. It was intresting and gave me a lot of new prespectives and lots to think about.

It was intresting I was saying that I have found it really hard to accept that someone else could really love me and really know me at the same time. I think for me I dont really think of myself as lovable, and when people try and tell/show me otherwise I just think that they want something from me and that they are lieing. In a lot of ways I know that it is not the truth, but still I just cant accept that it is possable that I am lovable... I am not saying that to look for complements, just to be hounest.

I think for me this is something that I allways thought that I needed to sort out before I got into a relationship, but Eoghan's though was that it is one of those things that will allways be with you, and that needs to be worked thouhg with other people. That we just present oursleves as we are to our (other half) and that we do not need to be a finished product before we enter a relationship... I think I agree with him.

I dont think that now I have sorted out all my thougts on relatioships but I do think that I have some new thoughts on it, and that at least on one of my many issues I am starting to see some reselution.