At last!!! It has arrived my Easter holiday, it is nice to get but sadly I still have lots of work to do :( But either way it is so nice to get some time off.

It is funny I was chatting with a frined a few days ago and I just came out with a insight into my thinking at the moment, I said, "I want a polygraph for my heart, to be able to sit down and finaly get some straight answears into how I am feeling." It has had me thinking a lot about my feelings and the things my heart tells me and how deceptive or false they can feel at times. I guess I am just not sure wheather to trust what my heart tells me or not anymore... Or mabey I just dont like the answears that it tell me.

"If you are out to describe the truth, leave elegance to the tailor." This is a quote from Albert Einstein, that I heard recently, man it struck home for me, if I am to look at what my heart is really saying or thinking... It is not a nice or elegant thing at times..

"Personally I'm always ready to learn, although I do not always like being taught."